Don't feel guilty. If it is truly what you want, then follow that path with a glad heart. No regrets, remember?

[Diarmuid takes a moment to finally finish his drink before continuing.]

Restraint has its positives. I should know. After I got this...

[He passes his hand under the mole on his face.]

...restraint is something I came to know very well. There was too much chance of things going wrong and people getting hurt otherwise.