like you it will be a challenge to find something to say that i have not before, especially since i will be tl;dr-ing a lot in my response to your comment to my thread, but i shall endeavor to do my best haha. so now it's STORY TIME
i had always wanted cr with lancelot, ever since faolan became aware of him as a character (which was i believe in a handwaved letter from sigrid to him in which she failed to be a spy and faolan revealed he was one to her by immediately seeing through her code words haha). i knew him as a character from the show, and i thought it would be interesting to toss faolan at him because at once they come from the same place of loyalty and yet they are so different in turn. and yet i saw such a thing -- cr between them -- as some sort of impossible, unreachable goal in turn. what would the seelie marshall want with the unseelie spy, what with how busy lancelot seemed to be at the time i couldn't see how, beyond the few chance encounters we had managed, they would be able to amount to much more. i had struggled up to that point as you know and then just as i was starting to find my footing, my footing had started to fall out from under me as tori started to idle out and eventually dropped sigrid.
and then while i was trying to figure out how/if i could approach you for much of anything at all, you messaged me and the stars aligned or something, lmao. and while faolan's situation began to fall apart, all the pieces began to fall into place oocly, such that i knew exactly where he would go and what he could do and did not feel nearly as lost as i would have without him there for faolan or you there for me. and that was the start of an amazing, at times painful, at times ridiculous roller-coaster of a storyline that frankly, has been the highlight of my experience here. just as getting to know you and the friendship you have offered me has been the highlight for me personally as well.
i've already said enough and i'll say a lot more in the other comment and no doubt you're shaking your head at my wordiness even ooc like this lmao, but it needs to be said and so i shall. your writing is amazing and you are brilliant and i am so grateful for our friendship, i look forward to much more of all of this to come.
I read this before and I still haven't thought of an eloquent reply to it, but I never mind your wordiness and you are very sweet. I am glad we have this too RUBS FACE ON ETC
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i had always wanted cr with lancelot, ever since faolan became aware of him as a character (which was i believe in a handwaved letter from sigrid to him in which she failed to be a spy and faolan revealed he was one to her by immediately seeing through her code words haha). i knew him as a character from the show, and i thought it would be interesting to toss faolan at him because at once they come from the same place of loyalty and yet they are so different in turn. and yet i saw such a thing -- cr between them -- as some sort of impossible, unreachable goal in turn. what would the seelie marshall want with the unseelie spy, what with how busy lancelot seemed to be at the time i couldn't see how, beyond the few chance encounters we had managed, they would be able to amount to much more. i had struggled up to that point as you know and then just as i was starting to find my footing, my footing had started to fall out from under me as tori started to idle out and eventually dropped sigrid.
and then while i was trying to figure out how/if i could approach you for much of anything at all, you messaged me and the stars aligned or something, lmao. and while faolan's situation began to fall apart, all the pieces began to fall into place oocly, such that i knew exactly where he would go and what he could do and did not feel nearly as lost as i would have without him there for faolan or you there for me. and that was the start of an amazing, at times painful, at times ridiculous roller-coaster of a storyline that frankly, has been the highlight of my experience here. just as getting to know you and the friendship you have offered me has been the highlight for me personally as well.
i've already said enough and i'll say a lot more in the other comment and no doubt you're shaking your head at my wordiness even ooc like this lmao, but it needs to be said and so i shall. your writing is amazing and you are brilliant and i am so grateful for our friendship, i look forward to much more of all of this to come.
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